In its early stages it was incredibly isolating. I dealt with it on my own, searching for and obsessing over cures and being overwhelmingly let down in the process. I was so self-conscious and can recall many awkward exchanges that left me questioning “why me?” Ultimately, I declined or avoided social invitations because it caused so much emotional pain. I’d spend so long trying to make my hair look ‘acceptable’ and would leave the house feeling defeated every time. No hair fibre or tinted dry shampoo could help me in the end. I spent almost 10 years struggling with my appearance and much of my identity before diving into the world of alternative hair.